And she has feelings too?!?!?

I'm pretty overwhelmed at the time being and I have a few feelings I feel like sharing.
On 3/29/10 I wrote:

• Tremendously afraid of being hurt
• happy
• more excited than I have ever been
• confused
• overjoyed
• perfectly content
• scared to death I'll mess it up
• cautious
• quite
• reserved
• surprised
• warm
• pretty
• fun
• appreciated
• apprehensive

Maybe that's more than a few, and that's not even all of them I'm sure. I just don't know what to do and I feel so mixed up. and and and, blah.